Focus

(Lots of rain on Monday. It started raining in my art room even!)

Life is all about focus. It’s about where you let your eyes wander to and where you allow them to focus. Life is about paying attention.
Life is about focusing on the good or the bad. Sometimes, we do more of the latter when we should be doing the former.

It’s hard. So hard to tune our focus into the good of life, even in situations that everything seems bad…there’s a little good in there, somewhere. I promise.

Today, I’m focusing on:
-That I still have someone who loves me unconditionally. That even though we are struggling so bad, even though we may have to put the wedding off a year, he’s still there. We are struggling together and getting through it all as best as we can.

-My cat behaves sometimes. Usually it’s when I’m hanging out in the fort in my bedroom (which always has the door closed. No cats allowed). So she’s asleep, but at least it’s something..right?

-Coffee. (always a good thing.)

-My camera still works. Yes great thing. It’s been on it’s last leg for over a year now! My shutter is about to break but it’s still holding on, which is awesome as I don’t have the seven grand to buy a new one!

-That I am lucky enough to be able to be online, to be blogging and to be enjoying what I do, on a daily basis.

-I’m still young. Most days, I feel like my dreams of travel and for my life are hopeless. But I’m only 20. I have years and years ahead of me for so many wonderful things. So I’ll take a few crappy years now for a lifetime of awesome later.

♥What are you focusing on today? Something good or something bad? Blog about it and send me a link.