Attempts

I’m not sure how to start.
What to say.
What to do.

Life has overtaken me.
I am stressed with my art.
I’ve never been so stressed that I need a break from it so much that I don’t even want to look at my cameras.
It makes me sick to think about it.

I hate using this blog as a place to complain, it seems….counter productive.
But at the same time, this is a place for my creative journey right? Well currently my creative journey is out of sight, I am reaching for something I cannot grasp right now.
Is it proper to share my falling hopes and dreams on my blog? Should I be open about all my faults right now?
I don’t know.

I sit and search for art, searching to be inspired in a place that is so uninspiring to me I don’t want to go outside anymore.

I just have no clues. I’m so good at giving advice on what to do with a block. Just go do it right?
Wrong
Just doing it is making it worse. I’m getting all my photography assignments done, but it’s making my melancholy mood worse, making me so much more stressed about my love that I can’t take it.
So what do I do?