I get distracted from my purpose and plan by the bullshit of real life…by the fact that my health insurance is shit and that it costs too much money to get myself healthy than it fucking should.
I get caught up in thinking about money and food and all the things i should, could or have to be doing when I don’t really have to be doing anything I don’t fucking want to be doing, right?
Right.
Fuck life.
I create my own life,
my own day
my own happiness.
My joy is mine and I control it.
I own it.
I want more.
I want this.
I want to let go of all this bullshit and just live without the worry that I’m going off the damn deep end.
This post is part of my Free Write Friday Series. Sometimes I just need to get the thoughts and words out of my head and into this space. And so I free write. I invite you to join me on Friday’s when you need it. Please link up in the comments below.
